Superstar Jennifer Lopez aka J’lo looked amazing as always with her beau,Alex Rodriguez on the cover of Vanity Fair December issue (pic right) where she gushed about how the met and what not. She also discussed her heavily publicized engagement to Ben Affleck and how devastated she felt personally and professionally -after their movie ‘Gigli flopped. She said;
‘I was eviscerated,’ ‘I lost my sense of self, questioned if I belonged in this business, thought maybe I did suck at everything.’
‘My relationship [with Affleck] self-destructed in front of the entire world,’ she noted
‘It was a two-year thing for me until I picked myself up again.’
‘No one from my team wanted me to do American Idol except Benny,’ Lopez told VF.
‘But I felt I had something to offer, and in the back of my mind, I thought, Maybe people will get to know me a little bit better.
‘With reality TV, you can’t hide who you are. You just can’t. It’s going to come through.’
Jlo’s pal Leah Remini told the magazine
‘She’s a seeker,’ .
‘She’s always trying to improve herself, her relationships, be a better friend, a better daughter, a better mother, a better person. She’s not closed-minded.’
It’s so sad that she still talks about Ben after all these years.Sweetie,you dodge a bullet. It’s time to move on now. Ben Affleck ditching Jennifer Lopez must have been one of the worst things that could ever happen to her.