Model turned actress,Cara Delevingne pose nude for the September issue of Esquire magazine.
The 23-year-old Suicide Squad star revealed she suffered from depression and had suicidal thoughts. She also said she lost her virginity after she discarded her anti-depressant which was given to her at 16 .She said:
'That week, I lost my virginity, I got into fights, I cried, I laughed. It was the best thing in the world to feel things again.Depression is the worse! Thank God she found her sanity.
'And I get depressed still, but I would rather learn to figure it out myself than be dependent on meds, ever.
'I hate meds. I don’t agree with them. It’s so easy to abuse them.'
'I was suicidal. I couldn’t deal with it any more. I realised how lucky I was and privileged I was, but all I wanted to do was die.
'I felt so guilty because of that and hated myself because of that, and then it’s a cycle.
'I didn’t want to exist anymore. I wanted for each molecule of my body to disintegrate. I wanted to die.'